Izzy B- Izzy in Paris

So much is going through my head, there is so much I want to say but there is also so much I have already said. There are a lot of things I should be looking forward to in the next six months, my 18th birthday, graduation, summer, college, but I can’t get myself to be excited for any of it. College on it’s way means you not being mine is also on it’s way and I honestly cannot picture myself without you. It’s not fair that at the end of high school I finally find someone who treats me the way they should but that’s how life works and although goodbye isn’t for another seven months I know it’s going to come a lot sooner than I’ll be ready for. I love you.